HOME CS:GO ABOUT HAPPY SMILES RADIO SHOW! THE SILENT TREATMENT IS ONE THING, I JUST DON'T WANT TO KNOW SHE EXISTS - small confession: a tiny contribution for the reason i'm such a scornful jerk in life can be attributed to this girl cheating on me with another guy in a jacuzzi on my birthday, i mean i don't care that it was on my birthday, or even that it happened in a jacuzzi under drunk pretenses, the big hit was that it happened at all, i mean i invested a lot of myself in this one - well despite all i've come to be, and despite her earth shattering selfhate and thousand sincere apologies, i cannot find forgiveness - and i still wish her the worst - i fucked her younger sister in the end, and still feel vengeful, like that wasn't enough... i mean it's not like my intent was to 'get her back' by sexing on her sister, things just played out that way, she came onto me, under d...